Visual AIDS Research Fellow Helena Shaskevich examines how artist Michael Tidmus (1951–2012) experimented with early digital media during the AIDS crisis, focusing on the pioneering HyperCard project The AIDS Stack (1987). Shaskevich considers how Tidmus used emerging computer networks to circulate information and imagine new forms of community, connection, and care.
In 1984, the artist Michael Tidmus published a series of postcards to commemorate the Olympic Games in Los Angeles. Featuring silhouettes of male bodybuilders rendered in soft lavender grays posing against flat teal planes, the images simultaneously evoke the aesthetics of 1950s “beefcake” pin-up photos and the symmetries of Classical nude sculpture. The figures pose and flex—isolating biceps, flattening abdominals, and tightening pectorals—proudly flaunting their hardened physiques in a performance of the idealized masculine body. Addressing the Olympics as a site of nationalist enterprise, the postcards rework sculpted musculature in the acid-washed hues and graphic geometries emblematic of the commercial products of the Reagan-era 1980s. Appropriating the visuals of state publicity for titillating homoerotic imagery, Tidmus’s postcards fuse politics and pleasure, evocatively asserting queer desire as a site of activism.
Printed by Tidmus’s small-batch, graphic design business Dear Sirs, the Olympic postcards remain an overlooked part of his oeuvre, largely unpreserved and inaccessible to researchers. Never widely distributed, these postcards were produced as inexpensive commercial objects and intended for circulation. As such, they were seldom acquired by museums or retained by private collectors, whose acquisition criteria have often excluded inexpensive commercial print culture. However, the postcards’ nomadic itineraries hint at the decisive juncture they occupy in Tidmus’s personal life and career, one which profoundly shaped the political and aesthetic concerns of his subsequent practice. Produced just as he began experimenting with computers and engaging more directly with AIDS activism, they point toward a shift in the medium and subject matter of his work toward networks and queer desire as modes of political critique.
This reorientation was particularly socially resonant in 1984. That year, Los Angeles hosted the twenty-third Summer Olympic Games, an event widely regarded as a turning point in the privatized commercialization of the Olympics. The 1984 Games marked a number of defining benchmarks; even as a record number of women participated in the sporting events, Cold War tensions were manifest in a Soviet-led boycott of the Games. More subtle infrastructural advances undergirded these social and geopolitical dynamics: for the first time in Olympic history, computers and electronic messaging systems were integrated into communication protocols. Together, these developments crystallized a broader cultural moment, reflecting a United States animated by a pervasive sense of future-oriented optimism and poised at the threshold of profound social, economic, and technological transformation.
Michael Tidmus, Olympic postcard, 1984. Screenprint postcard published by Dear Sirs. The text to the left of the postcard reads “United States” in Japanese characters.
Yet, what is equally striking about this historical moment is what remained conspicuously absent from public view. President Ronald Reagan officially opened the Games as the AIDS epidemic continued to surge. Three years had passed since the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) had first documented what was then known as Gay-Related Immune Deficiency (GRID), yet Reagan would not publicly acknowledge AIDS until 1985 and would not propose a substantial federal response until 1987. According to estimates from the CDC, by the time of the 1984 opening ceremony, more than one hundred thirty thousand Americans had already contracted HIV.1 The celebratory spectacle of the Olympics unfolded alongside a public health crisis that remained largely invisible within national narratives of progress.
A hint of this political register is visible in the postcards. The series firmly centers queer desire and sexuality at the intersection of athleticism and nationalism. Camp comes for the athletic Olympic body. By infusing the iconography of Olympic sport with eroticism, Tidmus intervenes in a visual tradition that has long mobilized Classical male bodies in the service of conservative, often fascist, ideologies linking physical perfection to the strength of the nation state.
The ironies of this nationalist narrative were evident to Tidmus, who—born and raised in Toronto—was still, by the early 1980s, a relative newcomer to Los Angeles and the United States more broadly. At the time, he worked primarily in printmaking, a medium whose capacity for bold graphic effects and iterative imagery aligned well with the Pop aesthetic that informed his practice, while also offering significant commercial applications. He became part of a small, loose network of queer artists, writers, and curators that included Tony Greene, Jeff Beall, and Herb Ritts, with whom he collaborated and exhibited into the early 1990s.
In 1984, Tidmus began to move away from painting and traditional printmaking to experiment with digital media, despite what he described as a profound sense of technophobic resistance. Tidmus recalled that it was his partner, John Olson, who “dragged” him “screaming and kicking into the future” when Olson insisted they purchase a computer to help manage the mundane logistics of their commercial greeting-card company.2 With the charming dramatic flair that often animates his writing, Tidmus explained that his resistance to the purchase emerged from his “youthful involvement in anti-war pacifism, gay liberation politics, and a generalized fear of technology industries fueled by military-industrial billions.” He added, with characteristic coyness, “I was, after all, a sensitive artist.”3 However, he quickly discovered the computer’s potential for playful visuals—a sensibility that naturally extended his earlier graphic design practice. Reflecting on this transformation years later, Tidmus was careful to distinguish his work from the genre of “computer art,” insisting instead that the Macintosh was simply another tool in his artistic repertoire. At the same time, he acknowledged the seductive appeal of the personal computer’s democratizing promise. Its intuitive interface and increasingly available software enabled him to produce richly layered and visually complex imagery with unprecedented ease. Humorously recounting his gradual change of heart, Tidmus conceded that the computer was the “antithesis of the anti-democratic, depersonalizing, ‘techno-demon box-from-hell’ so fancifully delineated in my mind."4
Looking back on this transition, he likewise revealingly described 1984 as the year in which he began working almost exclusively with “cameras, computers, and networks.”5 While cameras and computers clearly function as artistic tools, his inclusion of “networks” highlights the artist’s broader conception of media. For Tidmus, “networks” were not mere technological infrastructures, but rather referred equally to social formations organized around care, communication, and community. This dual understanding of the network—as subject and form—became central to his artistic practice.
As Tidmus began working with the computer, he also became increasingly involved with AIDS activism. This engagement precipitated a crucial shift in his work. Leaving behind the playful camp and Pop sensibilities of his early projects, he turned instead to a symbolic vocabulary drawn from apocalyptic Christian discourse—a visual language weaponized by the ascendant evangelical right in its attacks on the queer community. Rather than rejecting this rhetoric outright, Tidmus appropriated and transformed its iconography, exposing the unstable boundaries between sacral mortification and a more fleshly erotics.
The poster he designed for the 1986 Art for AIDS benefit exhibition at the Social and Public Art Resource Center Gallery in Venice exemplifies this turn. Rendering Gothic imagery with raw, angular contours that recall historic ties between woodblock prints and religious mysticism, the poster is divided into two distinct registers: a pictorial field situated above a text announcing the exhibition. The image at the top takes the form of an altar-like triptych. At its center is a close-up of an androgynous figure whose closed eyes, furrowed brow, and slightly parted lips suggest intense physical or emotional sensation. Whether the figure is in the throes of sexual ecstasy or suffering remains purposefully unresolved.
Ambiguity structures the image as a whole; throughout the composition, signs associated with religious transcendence and sexual embodiment become interchangeable. Beneath the figure’s right eye burns a flame enclosed within a window-like pane, while two descending triangular forms punctuate the composition, one on the figure’s cheek and another hovering midair to their left. These images resist fixed interpretation. The flame may signal burning desire as readily as damnation; the triangles can be read as tears, semen, or enigmatic devotional iconography. Tidmus denies the viewer any stable distinction between redemption and transgression, sanctity and desire; is the figure enraptured by sin or salvation? Our only hints are the twisting red snakes that occupy the triptych’s flanking panels. Their sinuous forms carry unmistakable phallic connotations while simultaneously evoking the Christian doctrine of original sin and man’s fall from the Garden of Eden.
Michael Tidmus, benefit poster, Art for AIDS, Social and Public Art Resource Center Gallery, Venice, CA, October 10–November 8, 1986. Screenprint on paper, 20 1/16 × 14 3/16 in. ONE National Gay and Lesbian Archives
Although traces of Tidmus’s earlier camp aesthetic continued to surface after this moment, they appeared with decreasing frequency. The beefcake silhouettes featured in his 1984 Olympic postcards, for example, reemerged in Technicolor in a 1989 exhibition of his works on paper at the LGBTQ+ health nonprofit, Open Quest Institute (fig. 3). For the most part, however, such imagery gave way to a sustained engagement with religious symbolism, an aesthetic that art critic Mario Cutajar described in 1991 as Tidmus’s “homo-ecclesiastical” style.6
Tidmus’s embrace of this visual language paralleled broader developments in queer art at the time. As artists grappled with the moralizing rhetoric directed at queer communities, many turned to subversive religious imagery as a means of critique, mourning, and self-representation. Perhaps the most famous examples are found in the work of New York-based artist David Wojnarowicz. The charged depiction of the artist’s former lover fantasizing about a gay Japanese writer in Peter Hujar Dreaming / Yukio Mishima: St. Sebastian (1982) and Wojnarowicz’s later self-portrait Face in Dirt (1991) bear a striking resemblance to the figure at the center of Tidmus’s triptych. In both, the suffering body becomes a site where martyrdom, desire, and transcendence converge, reflecting the profound entanglement of spirituality, sexuality, and death that shaped queer cultural production during the AIDS epidemic.
Michael Tidmus, exhibition poster, Paperworks, Open Quest Institute, Los Angeles, CA, July 27–September 8, 1989. Screenprint on paper, 20 1/16 × 14 3/16 in. ONE National Gay and Lesbian Archives
In 1987, these religiously coded images came into alignment with Tidmus’s thinking about networks and communities. Using Apple’s newly released HyperCard software, Tidmus created two computer-based projects about AIDS: The AIDS Stack (1987) and Health and Morality: A Desultory Discourse (1988). Together, these works reveal Tidmus’s latent desire for a computational framework of care in the years just prior to the connectivity of the internet.
Now obsolete, HyperCard allowed users to construct stacks of interconnected virtual cards, containing text, graphics, and interactive elements. Developed by Bill Atkinson as part of Apple’s effort to make computing accessible to a wider public, HyperCard introduced many users to hypermedia and anticipated forms of navigation, such as interactive multimedia and menu-driven interfaces, that later became commonplace on the World Wide Web.
For Tidmus, HyperCard unified his pursuit of informational activism with his desire for graphic sensuousness. His first and only currently accessible HyperCard project is The AIDS Stack.7 (The AIDS Stack can be viewed here through the HyperCard Simulator.) The AIDS Stack opens with an empty screen (fig. 4). From the outset, this blank interface foregrounds the work’s ethical inquiry by requiring the viewer to make an explicit decision to participate. Only by moving the cursor and clicking into the project does one enter the HyperCard’s network of interconnected, informational substacks. Before this navigation begins, however, the viewer encounters a brief but densely constructed animation that establishes the work’s formal and theoretical concerns.
Michael Tidmus, The AIDS Stack, 1987. Click here to interact with the HyperCard stack.
The sequence begins with three horizontal white lines stretching across the screen. Through a rapid succession of wipes and pans, the animation establishes a tone of urgency that persists throughout the work, before revealing the title. This opening stages a tension between the geometric abstraction of the computer’s informational matrix—the horizontal lines recalling the raster grid and pixel structure of the display—and the emergence of representation through language and, later, figurative imagery. Throughout the animation, Tidmus repeatedly negotiates this relationship between abstract information and the bodies it seeks to represent (fig. 5).
Michael Tidmus, The AIDS Stack, 1987. Click here to interact with the HyperCard stack.
As the title disappears, the animation alternates between text and images in stark black and white. A close-up photograph of an anonymous crowd gives way to a series of textual statements that reject silence surrounding the AIDS epidemic. Tidmus writes, “It is a problem that will affect everyone [sic] of us in one way or another.” He concludes the sequence by asserting that access to and dissemination of information constitute the most effective means of combating the epidemic. Tidmus’s graphic choices—the high-contrast black-and-white palette and the rapid cuts—reinforce the life-and-death urgency of this message. Yet the animation repeatedly interrupts its didactic rhetoric by returning to the image of the crowd. These moments function almost as pauses, ensuring that the imperative of information activism never loses sight of the people for whom that activism exists. The recurring photograph insists on the presence of the human body within the circulation of information, resisting any reduction of lived experience to abstract statistics. The subject refuses to be erased by its data.
Michael Tidmus, The AIDS Stack, 1987. Click here to interact with the HyperCard stack.
This tension reaches a heartbreaking crescendo in the animation’s final moments. The textual statements disappear, leaving only the photograph of the anonymous crowd. Repeatedly, the image wipes across the screen from left to right, as though a curtain were opening on a stage. With each successive wipe, however, the photograph at the center becomes increasingly abstract, its pixelated substrate progressively exposed until the figures dissolve into a spectral field of data. Barely visible, the bodies become ghostly apparitions, suspended between figuration and information, with their digital construction laid bare. Tidmus’s conceptual achievement lies in this visualization of the unstable relationship between information and the living bodies it claims to represent. Rather than framing data and embodiment in opposition, the animation presents them as dialectically intertwined: information is indispensable to political activism and public health, yet it can never substitute for the lives from which it is derived. The sequence warns against allowing those lives to disappear within the abstraction of data—a danger made all the more urgent in the context of the Reagan administration’s neglect of the AIDS crisis, where both statistics and their human consequences were ignored.
Michael Tidmus, The AIDS Stack, 1987. Click here to interact with the HyperCard stack.
Later that year, Tidmus created another HyperCard project titled Health and Morality: A Desultory Discourse, which was shown in the infamous 1989 LACE exhibition Against Nature, curated by novelist Dennis Cooper and artist Richard Hawkins. For the exhibition, Tidmus returned to themes of apocalypse, religious fervor, salvation, and death. While The AIDS Stack tackles the preservation and distribution of information, Health and Morality more explicitly engages the contemporaneous political iconography that lay at the center of the ideological battles over AIDS. Beginning with a quotation from Oscar Wilde’s 1890 novel The Picture of Dorian Gray, the piece weaves together critiques of “modern medicine and the greed of pharmaceutical corporations with the hysterical ranting of fundamentalist religious leaders and conservative politicians” before culminating in an indictment of the Reagan administration’s response to AIDS.8 Throughout, the work’s structure places the body—as both statistical data point and physical presence—in tension with the viewer’s navigation of the interface. As viewers click through the stacks, epidemiological numbers on infection and transmission are juxtaposed with images of wasted and severely emaciated bodies, collapsing the abstraction of statistics into the visceral realities of death within the queer community.
Tidmus’s own later life remains largely undocumented. In a letter in Visual AIDS’s archives, he described the years between 1994 and 2006 as a “blank” period, due to HIV-related health complications. He lived in Amsterdam for a time. When forced, unexpectedly, to return to the United States, Tidmus left his personal archives in the care of a former partner. Those papers are now lost to time. Returning to California in 2004, the artist resumed a collage-based practice. In 2012, he died in his San Diego apartment at the age of sixty.
Tidmus’s brief period of experimentation with HyperCard software insisted on the inseparability of information aesthetics and information politics. On the one hand, his works reimagine physically clunky, flat-file databases as elegant digital modules of community building—an elegy to a moment when data was becoming beautiful, increasingly seamless and user-friendly. On the other hand, Tidmus’s work insists on embodied corporeality within these emerging informational paradigms, and, most importantly, in the face of Reagan’s refusal to respond to the AIDS crisis despite the mounting fatalities and epidemiological evidence. Central to these questions is the way in which Tidmus’s HyperCard projects conceptualize and design the interface as an interactive form in which textual connections proliferate and gradually cohere into a network—a community in the process of becoming.
This commitment is further crystallized in the ways in which Tidmus reimagined virality as a distribution politics for digital media, and a formal framework of communal care. Made just prior to the widespread use of the World Wide Web, the HyperCard projects were distributed freely through BITNET LISTSERV lists and computer bulletin board services, including the WELL, the Washington University Public Domain Archives, and Usenet.
Tidmus’s interest in informational distribution and networked community-building, made evident in the HyperCard projects, persisted in his practice and deeply influenced his engagements with AIDS activism and tele-communities. Inspired by his participation in the Seropositive Ball, Tidmus became involved in initiatives such as ArtAIDS Link, marking his transition toward web art and net-based practices that remained committed to informational activism as a fundamental response to the AIDS crisis. At a historic moment when physical touch and proximity were stigmatized, when an HIV-positive status could exclude individuals from public spaces or prevent them from crossing international borders, Tidmus’s work envisioned the possibilities of a digitally mediated infrastructure of connection and care.
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Helena Shaskevich is an assistant professor of modern and contemporary art history at Kennesaw State University, with a specialization in experimental media art from the 1960s to the present. Her scholarly writing has been published in numerous journals, including Feminist Media Histories, Camera Obscura, Art Journal, Woman’s Art Journal, Millennium Film Journal, and Afterimage, among others. Her short-form writing can be found in the Brooklyn Rail, Burlington Contemporary, and Burnaway.
This essay was edited by Nicole Kaack.