In 1993, at the inauguration of a retrospective that would be his last in vitae exhibition, David Cannon Dashiell (1952–1993) appeared through the door with a boa coiled around his neck.1 This was not a feather boa, no – it was the reptilian kind. This gleefully performative gesture, a play on the relationship between images and meaning, is only one out of many subversions of signification that characterize Dashiell’s short yet intense artistic career. He was a conceptual artist, motivated by a concern for the mythologies of verbal and visual language, and their role in creating and shaping our reality. Dashiell lived and worked among friends, lovers, and artists in San Francisco in the 1980s and 1990s. His brilliantly erudite installations played on themes of queer identity and sexuality, as well as the collective pain of a community under the siege of a devastating malady and an equally destructive government, all while in deep conversation with structuralist and post-structuralist theory.
I linger on the mental image of Dashiell and his scaly companion. The feathered boa is already a symbol of hedonism associated with seduction, with queens, with soft fetish, with sex workers. In its animal form, the boa recalls the serpent from the garden of Eden, becoming further entangled with ideas of temptation and transgression. Perhaps this poses a sexy, sexy challenge to the oppressive ideas of propriety forced onto people living with AIDS (PWAs) by the American media and gay assimilationists. On the other hand, perhaps the threat of a boa’s fatal chokehold around Dashiell’s throat, death momentarily suspended yet entirely possible, spoke to the precarity of the artist’s and other PWA’s lives. And yet thirdly and lavishly, the snake is also just a brilliant pun, flung on for the hilarity of all attendants and providing a moment of queer, tongue-in-cheek joy to a grieving community. Sono Osato, fellow artist, friend and now Dashiell’s estate manager, recalls Dashiell’s “shit-eating grin” that night.2 All these meanings – and no doubt more – populate the small space that was carved out by Dashiell’s pun. It is this gallows humor and critical sensibility that imbues his installations with a lacerating acuity, his pieces spiked with that same disarming ambiguity and multiplicity of signification. And I, for one, am hooked.
Dashiell was convinced of art’s potential to pack an analytical punch. This ideas-based approach to art-making was not coincidental. California boasted an ebullient conceptual alternative art scene, propelled by non-profit, artist-led galleries and the funding of a state with progressive politics.3 Dashiell had studied at CalArts, Valencia, where he received his BFA in 1974 and his MFA in 1976. At the time, CalArts was somewhere between famous and notorious for being particularly theory driven. Students would have been exposed to the publisher Semiotext(e)’s pivotal translations of French postmodern heavyweights. From Jaques Derrida to Michel Foucault to Jean Baudrillard to Julia Kristeva to Roland Barthes – these were all writers whose challenges to authority, culture, language, sexuality, and gender were fertile ground for fresh, queer, artistic minds. At CalArts, Dashiell was mentored by John Baldessari, the conceptual artist known for exploring the associative slippages between image and language. Dashiell too, then, was sure of art’s power to say something, to have a conceptual backbone. Yet, crucially, he was also sure of the need for the representational practices of an artwork to be keenly self-aware, and never didactic or moralising.
Dashiell’s interest in representational practices surfaced through an interest in semiotics. Semiotics is the study of communication. As such, it is no stranger to queer life, theory, or art. For example, Hal Fischer’s photographic book Gay Semiotics (1984), recorded the non-verbal language of queer male life in the Castro: bondage gear, the ‘hanky code’ and jock drag archetypes – they speak for themselves.4 Not only do these visual codes communicate a reality, such as gender identity or sexual preference, but they are also tirelessly implicated in the creation of that reality.5 What is gender but a performance, a series of communicative acts that make up that gender?6 What is a leatherman without his leather gag, paddles and mask?
For the postmodern theorist Roland Barthes, the problem occurs when seemingly innocent signs come to stand for meanings they have accrued by mere proximity, metaphor, or stereotype. These meanings can be made to appear natural, absolute or frozen, rather than created or constructed – they become myths. A poignant example of this, and its dangerous consequences, is the discourse of right-wing populism and the tabloid press during the HIV/AIDS epidemic. Under this rubric, HIV/AIDS became “the gay disease,” a purposeful conflation of cause, consequence, and contiguity that naturalised the myth that sexual activity and homosexuality lead to disease and death, in turn providing an ideological basis for the US government’s desertion of PWAs.7 Given the role of semiotics in both celebrating and oppressing queer life, Dashiell’s interest in the mysterious interstices of making meaning is apt. But how does this theoretical underpinning come into play?
Queer Mysteries (1993) is an ambitious, floor-to-ceiling project of hyperbolic verbal and visual punning. It draws its visual identity from the frescoes of the Villa of the Mysteries in Pompeii (1 BCE), appropriating its unruly bodies and cultic scenes of sexual initiation and dragging them into the late 20th century.8 Clusters of bodies intermingle orgiastically against a beefsteak-red backdrop, contorting their way through a series of imagined sexual rites until, at its climax, two initiates are persuaded into their new, queer identities. The installation fucks with "stereotypes of gays as out-of-control, sexually insane, Jeffrey Dahmer types” – and herein lies its brilliance – painting a semiotic subversion of homophobes’ worst nightmares.9 Or are they fantasies? Let me briefly bring to mind queer theorist Gayle Rubin’s canonical indictment of society’s dividing line between “good sex” and “bad sex.” What society considers to be “bad sex”, says Rubin, is all sex that is “homosexual, unmarried, promiscuous, non-procreative, commercial, alone or in groups, casual, cross-generational, in public, pornography, with manufactured objects, sadomasochistic.” Rubin’s analysis identifies society’s domino theory of sexual peril, in which it is feared that permitting one “bad” sexual act to cross the line will lead to every “bad” sexual act being permitted.10 With Queer Mysteries Dashiell nudges that first domino with glee.
Lesbians are green-skinned, evil-eyed sexy extraterrestrials, who use strange and sterile apparatuses (sex toys?) to perform intercourse before programming their victims with sapphic desires. Gay men are cannibalistic Edwardian fops who suckle on severed penises and limbs like the man-hungry, cock-suckers they are. A child, ankles shackled, reads from a book titled The Agenda next to a masked leatherman who proffers his lap. As though putting images to the myths of the right-wing tabloid press, Queer Mysteries pushes each myth to its exaggerated end with sophisticated mischievousness. Allusions to computers and their susceptibility to viruses recall the transmission of HIV, as does a green IV linking two penises. The cannibals’ morbid visages bring up images of illness and death. Even the very inception of the project – drawing inspiration from the city of Pompeii, whose population was overtaken by the hot waves of lava of mount Vesuvius in 79 AD – draws a tongue-in-cheek parallel between the volcanic eruption as retribution for bacchanalian perversity of Pompeii, and the advent of AIDS as punishment for homosexuality in the twentieth century.11
This turn towards a source of Classical mythological stature speaks to a recurring mode in Dashiell’s work: the appropriation and queering of an established system. Myth, in the Ancient Greek sense, refers to the explanation of phenomena through a story or narrative typically involving supernatural beings.12 A myth is a means to explain. It is a system of knowledge. Queer Mysteries looks to the past for a means to, if not understand, then at least to grapple with a present hit by a devastation of supernatural proportions, “an attempt to get to very, very difficult content.”13 Born in 1952, Dashiell had grown up in a born-again Christian household and, as a result, his internalised homophobia had a strong grip. As a child, his father (a CIA operative) had sent him to Christian deprogramming centres. “To this day, I have a rabid reaction when I hear about religious cults,” Dashiell confessed in an interview.14 And contracting HIV in the mid-1980s didn’t make life any easier. “Just about the time I got used to being who I was, AIDS came along, and… the notion of divine retribution went through my head. I felt guilty, a victim, dirty, you name it.”15 But making art helped. It provided a means to work through his own complicated relationship to sexuality and AIDS. The overarching mythological structures of religion, such as ritual, iconography, sacred story-telling, afforded a “compelling, overall system” to work with.16
Dashiell’s earlier work The Pantocrator’s Circus (1989–90) took from such Christian mythology.17 Referencing Hieronymous Bosch’s The Seven Deadly Sins and the Four Last Things (circa 1500), this installation plays again with “the popular misconception of disease as holy retribution,” resituating medieval sins in contemporary culture.18 Seven life-sized bodies are painted onto funhouse mirrors. Each pairs a sin with a disease, its signifiers overloaded with a plethora of carefully planned elements. Lust is AIDS, of course. Pride is bulimia, a woman with the emaciated, heroin-chic body of the 90s, who steps in her own vomit and holds a camera to her ass. On another panel, a prepubescent boy kneels on a Catholic prayer stool, holding an American flag to his heart. Between his legs is a pile of shit – he seems to have had an accident, punning the Latin term for laziness: accidie. This figure signifies religious worship and unthinking patriotism. Dashiell diagnoses the negative moralizing towards PWAs as only one among many instances of physical discrimination in an America that is, at its core, founded upon the oppression of othered bodies: bodies who struggle with substance abuse, bodies with eating disorders, bodies with HIV/AIDS. Perhaps America’s most pervasive illness and ultimate sin, then, is its treatment of these bodies. When myth presents to us history as though it were nature, says Barthes, the best tool for dismantling it is to mythologise it and, in turn, produce an artificial myth.19 And so, as the cartoonish figures parade their gaudy colours around the carnivalesque mirrors, each “diseased” body is revealed as artificial, or to some degree fabricated. With this Dashiell articulates one of the central points of disability and sick studies: that language and reality are engaged in a process of co-creation, and that perhaps bodies are not always inherently disabled – that they are disabled, at least in part, by a state that leaves them without care or provision.20
For all the bodily functions and somatic indexes of Dashiell’s work – the welts caused by Kaposi’s sarcoma and the bodily excretions of The Pantocrator’s Circus; a vomiting toilet in the autobiographical project Invert/Oracle – his work is not the fleshy voracious work of Jerome Caja.21 Neither does it partake in the abjection of David Wojnarowicz or Diamanda Galás.22 No, the tone of Dashiell’s transgression is slant and sly. Images of orgiastic sadomasochistic glut; of rabid man-chomping; of bodies severed, reassembled and sutured at the joints; of lubrication and ejaculation – all these bodily excesses are contained by slick contours enclosing solid blocks of unshaded colour with little visual depth.23 Dashiell’s style eschews affect, instead carrying with it the wit of the comic-book strip and its facility for double (or triple, or quadruple) entendre. Facial expressions are cool and collected, holding the viewer at arm’s length.
We might call this length, this arm’s length, critical distance. The ambivalent countenances, the sardonic tone of the installations – Dashiell’s work is anything but straightforward, and it seems reductive to describe it merely in terms of queer activism or social commentary. Dashiell’s art is gay, sure, and imbricated in queer issues. As early as 1986, he participated in SPARC Gallery’s Artists Against AIDS.24 But Dashiell’s art is also G.A.Y. It’s Great Art, Yeah? In conversation with Nayland Blake in 1990, Dashiell said, “I’ve always had trouble with the idea of a gay sensibility. There are as many gay sensibilities as there are any other kind. [...] So thinking in terms of a sensibility where we are critical of the world and ourselves, then yes, [my work] has a gay sensibility.”25 Perhaps it is this critical outlook, paired with the high level of intertextual erudition in his work, that prompted the description of Dashiell and his San Francisco contemporaries as the “gay intelligentsia.”26 This group of clever queers included curators, artists and writers such as Nayland Blake, D-L Alvarez, Glen Helfand, Scott Hewicker and Cliff Hengst. They were the driving force behind an independent art scene (nestled in and around The Mission District, a stone’s throw from The Castro, San Francisco’s famous gay district)27 which had developed due to the mainstream art scene turning their backs on queer and PWA artists during a time of moral panic.28 Smart, subversive, and often sexy, this was the art scene that would allow Dashiell to exhibit pieces such as Queer Mysteries, deemed by an Art Week reviewer to be better suited to a “covert rave” or "sex club” – not an art gallery.29
Dashiell’s critical eye takes a wider glance in the installation A Lover’s Discourse (1987), in which a copy of the eponymous book by Roland Barthes is bolted to the top of a small table.30 Eighty canvases are placed like a panopticon around the table, each one pairing a painted image with a word in the realm of sexual obsession. The pairings are pointedly obscure, necessitating the viewer to make their own connections between them. This surfaces as the running thread of Dashiell’s oeuvre (so much so that the entirety of this writing could easily be blown out of the water by another’s interpretation). The saturation of meaning, or the multiplicity of its interpretation, implicate the viewer. Of course, a piece like Queer Mysteries is immediately appellative – in its bright, flat colours; its sheer magnitude, both physically (life-sized and submersive in its arrangement around the room) and cosmically (wordly themes of identity and of sex, of life and of death); the provocation of its sexual content and strange characters – yet what sustains the viewer’s attention is its utter constructedness. The anachronistic juxtapositions of discursive and visual elements – Roman frescoes, with B-movie sci-fi, with 19th CE pith helmets – forces their collision and collapse. The viewer is called upon to pull apart these elements, to discern their potential meanings. In doing so, every viewer must confront their own introjected mythologies, and reveal their participation in ossifying societal and cultural mythologies.
I return again to the anecdote of the boa. Snaking its way through Dashiell’s web of references and intellectual allusions is the ultimate brilliance of his work: his “mordant wit,” as friend Rebecca Solnit recalls.31 Dashiell signs catalogues by stamping his name in the Walt Disney font saying, deadpan, “You think I'm gonna be here for a lawsuit?”.32 He sneaks tissues stained with fake blood into the pages of his catalogues, a stark provocation on the white. In 1991, Solnit and Dashiell spray-paint a plastic turd gold, call it The Philosopher’s Stone and install it at the door of an art gallery.33 He had an uncompromising irreverence, even (or perhaps especially) towards the illness that would kill him and many others. In 1992, he and his partner Louis De Vries bought a table for their dining room, a restaurant service one made from stainless steel. “He wanted the dining room table to look like a morgue table,” says Tim O’Toole, friend and studio assistant.34 All around the table were arranged six wheelchairs, upholstered in “dark watered satin with fringe dripping from the arms,” a wink at how the disease would disable him.35 From Dashiell, I learn that irreverence and ingenuity are the best tools for resistance. And that confronting your enemies with their own terms may be the most effective kick against them.
The warmest of thank yous to Sono Osato, Tim O’Toole, and Rebecca Solnit for their time, resources and recollections; to Isaac Fellman, reference archivist at the GLBT Historical Society, San Francisco, for his tireless digitisation of images; and to Kailee Faber, Kyle Croft, and Cea (Constantine Jones) at Visual AIDS, for their sweet trust in the project and generosity in helping shape it, even cross-oceanically.
Gina Prat Lilly (she/they) writes through haptics, theory and queer classical receptions at the Royal College of Art, London. They are currently working on a speculative translation of the work of communist Catalan poet Bartomeu Rosselló-Pòrcel and writing a monograph on ardent noesis. They have published with Synoptique: Journal of Moving Image Studies, Sticky Fingers Publishing, and TACO!. Look out for their interview with artist Rosanna Bruno, collaborator of Anne Carson in The Trojan Women, forthcoming with University of California Press. Gina also facilitates creative writing workshops for older people. You can find more information at ginapratlilly.cargo.site